Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Can we already be at the end of 2007? Is it really true that I've been done with high school for over five years? Can I already be entering the second half of my second year of teaching fifth graders at Hinkson Christian Academy? Can it already be two months since I last posted on this site? Have I already been home in the U.S. for two weeks, bound to return to Moscow in one? Of course, the answer to all the above questions is yes, and that only underscores the truth that time is passing so quickly. It also causes me to think about our constant fascination - or misunderstanding - of the nature of time. If we're always befuddled about its quick or slow passing, frustrated by the crunch it causes us, driven by its "deadline" nature, etc., doesn't it logically follow that we were made for a timeless world? We humans just don't seem to fit too well within the confines of time, yet that's what we're given, and I'm grateful. I'm so thankful for the blessing of time I've been given to be home in the U.S. with family and friends for the holidays. It has finally allowed me the time to give a thorough update on what God's been doing in Moscow! Here's a little chronology of the past couple months:





























I know that this has been an absolutely monstrously long blog entry, but I've had so much to share, and I still have more! Just a few glimpses into my life as a teacher, and some ways in which you can pray.
One huge answer to prayer that I've seen unfold before my eyes this semester occurred in the form of a friendly letter. Among a handful of my students, there had been an ongoing conflict throughout the semester, the kind of conflict that was nasty and could leave some students in a state of dread about having to come to school. Obviously, it was a large problem, one much larger than me. A little over a month ago, one of the students who had been absorbed in the conflict decided to use our friendly letter writing assignment to write a letter of apology and forgiveness that she would copy and distribute to her classmates. I was amazed as I read through the letter, for it included, in its essense, the very heart of Christ, and was the practical working out of what I had so long been trying to teach them. The conflict has greatly subsided as all parties involved have a broader picture of what a conflict involves, how it affects each one, and what the Bible admonishes us to do in those situations.
"Competitions with Mr. Hays" have slowly been gaining popularity over the semester as well. With the "supers" that my students earn in class, they can eventually purchase a coupon that entitles them to a competition with their teacher. The competition can be of any nature they desire, and if Mr. Hays loses, he has to buy them lunch (pizza or cheeseburgers, depending on the day). I just love these matches because it allows me to interact with the students in the environment that I most prefer: one-on-one in a relaxed setting. Oftentimes, numerous students will watch along as Mr. Hays goes head to head with one of their classmates in a game of chess, and they love it when their classmate is victorious (I've been beaten twice). The rumor is that I'll be challenged to a piano competition in the near future :)
Another really exciting event in the near future for the HCA fifth grade is the Bible study for next semester. For a while I'd been sensing that the kids were hungry for something deeper, and that sense was confirmed when I asked them about a month ago if they'd like to have a Bible study next semester. The answer was a resounding "Yeah!" After some discussion, we decided that we'll eat lunch together in the classroom on Fridays, and if we have to move into recess time, we'll do it. The time will be spent studying the Word for answers to questions such as, "How do we know what God wants us to do with our lives? and "What were the major miracles of Jesus?" and "What prophesies haven't been fulfilled yet?" The kids have also requested that I put in the newsletter from the Friday prior to each Bible study the Scriptures that we'll be studying so they can have a full week to digest it at home! Please pray for wisdom and direction for this Bible study. It has the potential to impact my students in incredible ways for the rest of their lives. Pray that God would reveal Himself in a mighty way through the studying of His word and that my kids would fall in love with the God and His word.
I would be unbalanced in my portrayal of my experience in Russia if I only focused on the "positive" experiences I've had. The reality is that life still is quite hard and very intense for me as I walk the streets of Moscow each day. The cold, dark, grey, unforgiving environment can make it hard to wake up on some days. Loneliness almost constantly knocks at my door, and the battle for my mind can be nearly unbearable at times, especially since I'm one who is almost always thinking. It can be emotionally draining, too. Being so far from my closest friends and family, from face to face interaction, from being able to actually read people's body language and expressions rather than trying to interpret tones of voices and the syntax of e-mails, can all add up to quite a taxing load at times. Sometimes I want nothing more than to just get away from everyone, but you can't do that completely in a big city. But a few weeks ago I did the next best thing. I went for a run on a Saturday morning to the nearest forest, followed a trail into the woods, went off the beaten trail to a tree about thirty feet away, and broke down in tears. I cried out to God regarding the deep issues in my life and let the tears and snot flow down my face into the white snow. It was a necessary and defining moment for me. I can't explain the purifying nature of crying, but that's what happened. Getting up and heading back to my apartment, I was a new man, able to face what still lay ahead only by the grace of God. Please pray for me in the semester ahead, that I would live in God's grace and power, finding rest and companionship in Him amidst all the work that must be done. Please also pray for me as I seek God's will regarding my decision for next year (do I return to the States or return for a third year at Hinkson?). I thank God, for my cat Ira, who provides much affection and comfort on a daily basis, and for my dear friends at the school and church who so often gives hugs and encouragement. What a family!
One final issue that I would like to make everyone aware of is a situation that our school is currently facing. While I cannot give many specifics, I can say that Hinkson is currently facing a situation that causes the future of our school to be very uncertain. It is already affecting many of our missionary families and could drastically affect the student (and teacher) populace this coming semester, and definitely next school year. Pray that God's will would be done in this very uncertain situation. Pray for God's peace to pervade the missionary community and our school.
Thank you for reading, supporting, and praying. Your support means more than you'll ever know.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!