Life is Good
Hello all! Wow has time flown since two months ago when I last updated this blog! I've so desired to update sooner than this, but there have always been other more urgent priorities that have been grabbing my attention these past couple months...especially in the month of March before Spring Break. Boy, was it ever crazy.
Anyway, I'd like to start with sharing a huge praise / answer to prayer. We have been praying for Hinkson's licensing issue. We just recently found out some very good news, which puts a lot less pressure on the school while we work through our license renewal. We still need lots of prayers for that (and for a computer coordinator), but we are so thankful for the great process that has already been made. Thank you for your prayers.
In the class, there have been many festive times and plenty of teachable moments (along with some really late nights and many moments of inevitable frustration). One of the most notable is how well our slave-freeing campaign is going. After finishing just three of our five/six major pushes to raise money to free slaves around the world (through the "Loose Change to Loosen Change" campaign of the International Justice Mission), my fifth graders have already raised $750! It is so neat to see them grasping onto the fact that God's commands in the Bible to care for the needy find very practical application, even at their age!
In cultural news, the dollar's value is dropping (it has dropped almost three rubles since I arrived here two years ago), so it's forcing me to make my money stretch a bit farther. But I don't have to worry. I've always had all that I need, and in recent days I've been very grateful for my new living situation. Because of where my new one-room apartment is located, I'm not only paying less rent per month, but I'm also paying less for groceries! God's economy is just perfect!
While I'm thinking of it, I thought I'd let you all know what the school website is for Hinkson Christian Academy. Here it is: http://www.hinkson.ru/hca/hca-home.htm. The site has all the information you'd like to know about our school, why we're here, etc. If you let some of the pictures scroll through on the home page, you'll see a few of me. (Little known fact...I'm the guy dressed up as Spider-Man as well). Check it out!
One thought that's been really encouraging to me these past few weeks has been a simple one of deciding to look up while walking through the city. Recently I was walking to school on a Friday morning, looking down at the pavement directly in front of me, as usual. I've noticed that this is how most people walk, and there's nothing wrong with it. It's how I go about things about 97% of the time. However, on this particular day, I had chosen to intentionally look up and into the faces of everyone I passed by. The result was remarkable. I came to realize just how many people there are here in Moscow. And I began to love them. I began to understand a little more closely what God's love is like. I had been missing it for so long. Why? Well, whenever I'm walking looking just in front of me, I've noticed it's because I'm thinking intensely about plans, ideas, class, etc. - my life. When I chose to look up and out and onto the faces of those passing me by, I noticed that anxiety began to leave me and joy came flooding in. It was in that moment that I realized how everyone has a life they're living, each one with his or her own problems...we're all in the same boat, really. And I've resolved to look into those faces with a much higher frequency. There is such creativity in the Master's diverse design of people!
Just yesterday morning my roommate Max told me a story that was utterly hilarious and thus needed to be repeated to my students in class. Max informed me (not for the first time) that I had been talking in my sleep. He said that it wasn't muttering, but was actually very clear and audible. He said that I was addressing my class about some issues for about three to four minutes, and so he decided to join in the fun. He asked, "Mr. Hays, may I have a banana?" To that, I had evidently sat up in my bed and told him, "Not yet." And I don't recall any of this! What makes this even more funny is the fact that every roommate I've had since college has told me the same thing: that I talk a lot in my sleep. Interesting!
One area of growth for me in recent months has been one of realizing how important it is to accept the love God has for me, a love that does not change with my performance or lack thereof. I've come to realize that while I might show grace and forgiveness toward others, I am extremely hard on myself, leaving almost no room for error. In short, I have a hard time giving grace to myself, or more accurately, accepting God's grace to me. Furthermore, I've come to realize that I need to not only treat others the way I want to be treated, but I should also treat myself the way I treat others (with love). I'm not saying that I'm perfect, just that "being slow to anger, abounding in love" (Psalm 103:8) like God, needs to be a truth I live internally as much as I do externally.
Many of you, I'm sure, have been anxious to hear about my Spring Break trip to Israel, and believe me, I'm excited to share it. However, I've decided to let this blog entry be all about life these past couple months, and then the next big blog update (in the near future) will be all about the trip to Jerusalem. So here's my life in pictures:




So where were my Korean students in this picture? They have Korean Bible and Culture Class while I teach the remainder of the 5th graders about the Old Testament, which explains why they weren't a part of the picture at this point.












There are only five weeks of school remaining, and I want to make the most of that time. Please pray for me in the following ways:
- For wisdom and endurance to finish the school year well as I teach and mold the lives and dreams of my 5th graders
- For one of my students who is seeking to grow deeper in God and whose mother has just encountered some serious medical issues.
- For the English Cafe, which I co-lead. We have three meetings left before the end of May, and our next is this coming Saturday. We will be openly discussing Easter. Pray that our Russian friends who attend would encounter the truth of the risen Christ!